A change in time saves nine
Innocent/Evil girl at the side of this post got my attention. Lol. Looks innocent yet evil eh? This one is new...whats with the bear at her side.
Anyway, back to the main topic.
Went to the Warehouse Sale today. Alot of branded products i.e. Loreal, Mabelline, StudioLine etc were on sale!!!!
You know, all this excitement would make anyone of the fairer sex splurge to their heart's content.
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Unfortunately,
for yours truly,
I DID NOT BRING ENOUGH MONEY!!!
And I thought I had about RM30 in my wallet.
I wasn't expecting to see just a measly amount in it O_O
SO.SHOCKED.
I often wonder where all my money went.
This isn't new at all. I spend on many little things, which eventually adds up to alot.
And most of the time I don't realise it.
Damn sad, right?
Argh~
Dunno la, in the end, got a palette of eye shadow(wanted to get the cream one, but changed my mine to a powder one) and lip gloss.
Mind you, I'm totally put off by the lip gloss. Has vitamins inside, but it's so dry it made my lips and the skin on my index finger crack and peel. Scary right? I have nothing to say liao.
Oh well, got to go now. TV time! :D
I think I need therapy...
Ever since the new semester started, I thought things was going to go well like the previous semester. Great, fun people surrounded me and we were having fun
*thanks alot, friends forever!! XD*So, this semester, since I had to retake two subjects, I thought it was going to be a breeze since I've done those subjects before. Until.........................................today.
I had my first MPO tutorial today, and the students have to form a group of 5 people for a debate assignment due in about 4 weeks time.
So-o...I was trying to ask people if I can join but most of them were already planning their groupmates as most of them know each other from foundation studies.
I was SO DEAD. I thought I couldn't get a group!!
In the end, I did get into a group...only to find that (
even they themselves honestly told me)that their English proficiency is poor. POOR! The girl even said that word (I didn't tokok tambah anything~!)I acted like it was nothing but inside I was like, "WTF!! How am I gonna pass this subject?? I don't wanna fail again!!" Groupwork means the marks are distributed to each member. If we couldn't do a nice job, even one that at least is able to pass as acceptable, I would just die there and then!
Argh!! It's not like I don't want to be with them. I don't mind, but this is the matter of pass or fail! And whatsmore, there were questions they did not understand in the first tutorial today!!
So what if I'm selfish?? I'm not the daughter of a rich man, I can't afford to fail and keep retaking subjects again and again.
I don't care if I have to go to college 4 times a week. All I want is to change my group. Ever.
P.S. Really emotional lately..dunno why. Ever since I got that dreadful shock from knowing I failed some of my subjects, I had been rather emotional and there are alot of things which made it worst. Heavy sigh...
Confessions of a teenage college-going girl
1. I won't ever waste my time for things that don't require my time.
2. I won't promised things that I can't guarantee(do I?)
3. I will not disappoint my parents and study smart(and hard) to offer them(and me) a better life.
4. I'm so sorry, I feel bad about my results too you know!! So don't keep reminding me or you'll end up in my dinner!!
5. Do you really wanna end up in my dinner?
6. There's this saying where the condition of a person's bedroom is a window into the person's emotions/mind/feelings. Err......so.....my room is currently messy to the point where you can't see 50% of the floor....what would that mean? o.o
7. I will do better than the previous semester! I promised! I will have time to study! I will put effort and time! There's always time!!!
8. Eh I dunno what else to confess..........maybe......I will be more positive and love myself? O_O this so off topic......
9. I aspire to be like the founder of
Million Dollar Homepage !!
10. Uhh...that would be money-making....and money making money!! XD
11. I have to stop being so sedentary...active body = active mind!
12. I think I'll stop now
Venting frustration and.........sadness T_T
I got the sidebars of this blog cleaned and added some extras, but I'll just get on to the main point now.
I F*cking FAILED 2 SUBJECTS IN MY FIRST SEMESTER FINAL EXAMINATION AND MY MOOD ISN'T VERY GOOD RIGHT NOW! GRAWR~BUT THEN I HOPE I DON'T HAVE TO RETAKE COZ THE SUBJECTS I FAILED IN ARE NOT REQUIRED FOR MY MAJOR...SIGH.....EXTREMELY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF....I COULD HAVE DONE BETTER!!! *GROAN*NOW I'D HAVE TO FACE MY MOM....AND DAD....AND TOLD THEM I'VE LET THEM DOWN....I'M SO SORRY ;_; *SOB*SIGH.....i'M SO UPSET...
New Semester Resolutions
The reason I'm doing this is because for many years New Year Resolutions didn't work for me. So I've decided to make new resolutions periodically.
Here goes my new semester resolutions :
1) Drinks lots of water (I'm still trying to reach 8 glasses a day, wish me luck)
2) Set my own deadlines for assignments and set a specific study time everyday so I won't procrastinate on my works.
3) Manage my finances properly.
4) Be more active, activities-wise! I wanna join a society or two this coming semester.
5) Help the world by volunteering. Oh wait...I gotta find where SPCA and/or PAWS is located first :P and whether I can get there by public transport -_-"
6) Be more independant...I don't want to keep depending on people all the time for things I could have done on my own.
7) Eat healthy. I always miss meals sometimes by accident! ><
8) Stop complaining that I always have nothing to wear. If this is true, why is it my cupboard always can't close properly?
9) Think twice before doing something or buying something
10) When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. Hope I learn from this.
Yeah...so these are my resolutions. I hope I won't break them till the next sem comes, and it would be time again to make new ones. hehe.
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argh!! I had actually wrote a nice long post but was interrupted by blogger!!! shall write about this next time
My future job...
Why I can't, or don't want, to be in any of these job positions:
1) Scientist : I cannot deal with blood in any way. When I see blood, I won't run, I pass out.
2) Gardener/Garden-tender : I may like flowers, but the responsibility of keeping them alive is a very heavy burden to me. They might end up dead in my hands.
3) Model : I don't fit the standard profile.Vertically.
4) Air stewardness : Please refer to number (3).
5) Marketer : Channel distributions? Branding? Packaging? What? O_O
6) Beautician : No creativity involved.
7) Slayer : Blood issue?
8) Assassin : Refer the (7).
9) Magician : Does magic really exist then? O_O
10) Mime : Silence is deafening.
11) VCD/DVD peddlar : Support originals!! *cough cough* yeah right...
12) Outward Bound School instructor : The monkeys might take me as a human hostage *lame betul...*
13) Programmer : For someone who's always in confusion, I can never keep a focused mind :P
14) Tour guide : My leadership skills need ALOT of polishing to do this
15) Nutritionist : I'm currently under-nutrient!
Whereas, these are the jobs I'd like to do:
1) Fashion designer : Yeayea so this may be a dream come true for me, but hey, nobody said I can't dream! =D By the way, being a designer lets me be creative with colours.
2) Makeup artist : Refer to (1)
3) Accountant : I'm studying to become this.
4) Entrepreneur : I really want to own my own company/shop one day. Be it online-base or not, handling my own business is my goal after number (3). What I'm going to sell, I'm not to reveal here, in case someone steals my idea.
I think this should be about it.
